I'm really upset.
So I just found out that the server that I run Elemental Wolves on is closing.
In like two weeks.
Which means I'm going to have to rebuild Elemental Wolves. But I'll have to learn about a new host and everything. I don't have time for it, but I don't want to let the project die...
Mostly, I'm upset that no one IRL cares. They don't understand that I ove coding and making adoptables. To them, it's pointless. None of my friends ever look at my stuff unless I ask them to, and even then they might ignore me. So I'm just...I'm just really upset.
I told everyone I'd continue to project, but is it worth it? I've moved on to other things, but I did attract a large crowd...I feel like I'm doing a lot of it alone. I have no time for my studies, I'm failing two classes, and I'm swamped with homework or things I need to do online. I just don't know...
Maybe I should take a break from coding for a bit? I really want to write a novel, and I've got a skeleton of a plot that needs to be fleshed out. I could leave the project in the hands of my team for a bit, or something...
Ugh. I'm just so sad ):
D: *hugs* It'll be okay, Bri. I think we both knew the server would close soon enough - it hadn't been touched by the staff there in years.
I think you should continue the project if you want to. And you'll have more time for this novel, because I'm gonna learn some more coding so I can help you. :3 Now, I know I've been making empty promises lately, but this is important to you. Therefore, I am forbidding myself from ignoring it.
Is there anything I can do for you at the moment?
Also...haveyousetupthatsupersecretprojectwevebeendiscussingthepastfewdaysyet? So I could help with setting everything up?